Wednesday, 11 June 2014

Who Am I?

Who Am I?
I'm just a common girl with a common thoughts wanting to find a place in this world. Yes, that's bit dramatic to start off  with describing myself. We are all just rebellious young kids, we all want good-vibes. But we should keep the back-story of our parents in mind. Their experience level is way beyond our expectations. Ofcourse they are not mind readers, but their endless love will somehow guide us. To remember that the clarity of certain things comes through adversities. Because ultimately, it is our parents who makes us who we really are and at the end of the day, they are the ones who'll be there for us through thick and thins.
Inorder to clear my things that's meddled in my head, I somehow remind myself to stay true to yourself, be kind and leave the rest to fate. My imagination is a world full of hopes, promises and positive approach to life. 
I just want to say few words to everyone who's reading this-
When you feel down, sad and confused which we all do, when you think you've let down your loved ones, don't blame yourself completely, blame the society, dogma,conditions. Try to understand the delusions. They're ugly. We just accord to fit in. But don't get me wrong, it's ultimately up to you to decide yeah? Because I think unconditional appreciation and love is quite rare in this world. Ofcourse it'll be hard for people like us with limited knowledge, but we should at least try to have a clue to "Touch" our human soul. 
To know oneself is one beautiful journey into your own soul.

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

something I learned this semester ;)

Some people find it easy to say goodbye while others just suffer and finds it hard to let go of things and people that they once cherish to have in their lives. When you feel so connected to the other person that you consider them your soulmate; the better half of you but proves to be just another random people that just passed by in your life is what makes it worse. People may come and go throughout our life, but the thought of not having the same people that once meant so much to you is what saddens us deeply. Yes, it's very much true that people change but memories don't and people leave but memories doesn't, it is good if the memories are cherish able but what if the memories are too painful yet you don't seem to find enough reasons to let go that particular person despite of all those hurtful words the physical and mental torture, the scars left behind..
We don't seem to know a person by just knowing them, a month or even a year isn't enough to know what kind of a person they are. I order to be with the right people on right time at the right place, we should know the certain limits that might pose a great threat to ourselves and the life that surrounds us. In course of life, there will be ups and downs, happiness and sadness and through it all, the only thing we should remember is that after going through joyful moment and all those immense pain, it made us exactly who we are right now. At the end of the day, it is our life and it is really only one thing we've go in this world that we got to say 'ours'.
Often goodbyes are sad and painful and to let go of somebody on their own ways are hard but we should know that after every hurricane comes a rainbow and the departure led us to a perfect and to a much better place than where we were and used to be! There's always a HOPE that we find something good in goodbye ;)

འབྲུག། the last shangrila

Yin and yang (the good in bad and bad in good)

Yin and Yang: describes life over all

Monday, 2 June 2014

A woman

‘A woman’
A woman holds her breath and not just it, but also the feelings of every individual she lives with. For one must know, a woman’s heart is as deep as ocean, she keeps everyone there and gets hurt when they are hurt. A woman is a mother who sees no trouble raising a crazy child to leave her when he grows. A woman is a daughter who loves her parents to death. A woman is a lady, an epitome of class. A woman walks not only with beauty but the beauty that resides in her, in her veins, blinks and every time she respires. A woman is one beautiful gift of god, don’t just respect her, treasure her!

A legend from East

A  Legend From The East
I’ve been wanting to write a book about a person and I somehow never got a chance and a nice platform where I could start but when I finally do, all I seem to do is stare at this keyboard and the screen yet thousands of mesmerising, intriguing and inspiring thoughts flashes in my mind when that person occupies my mind.
He started off his journey as a young boy from east trying to find a place in this world which was a fast changing where millions of people were fighting in thier day to day life to earn a living for themselves. He was no extraordinary, all he had in his mind was to build a secure future for himself and his family. Being the eldest from two sons, his father didn’t let him attain school and work in the sheds with cows just so that he could prepare mar and datsi (cheese and butter) for his younger brother who was soon leaving to boarding school. After almost spending half of his life with his parents in his village, he finally decided to step out and face the world. Despite of not being educated, he was strong enough to apply for the post of ‘Driver’ when there was more than thirty of them applying for it. Luckily he passed the test and started his journey as a driver. Soon when he thought that he wanted more out of life, he started his own company as a contractor. The distractions of life, the hurdles that came and passed, it didn’t bother him much and was equally religious and served the late Zhabdrung and Dungse Garab Dorji Rimpochoe. He came to be known as the first ever Jinda (the provider, the servant and the most sincere and faithful disciple) of His Eminence Garab Rimpohoe. After several years he found himself to be the Contractor ‘A’ where else he saw his younger brother who attended the school to be the Contractor ‘B’. They say a person without education is like a person without destination but I don’t fully agree with the statement as I have seen this person who hasn’t even attended a pre-primary school evolving as a person that is regarded as one of the great person from east who built several schools and hospitals in the remote corners and I thought it was one of a kind to let the achievements to be seen and reveal it to the people of Bhutan.
Everytime he says, “Kezang, donot forget to study hard as he didn’t get chance to do so, so that I can repay the kindness and respect to the government by serving it and to be a good person because at the end of the day, people will not know your deeds but they will judge you by your actions.” He is the only person that has been there for me throughout my life and gave out his best to raise me without a mother. He’s a person with great personality, a kind heart and a person with a great dignity. He was a supportive son, a loving husband and the greatest father. For me he is one of a kind and yes, he’s truly a Legend from the East.